Monday, October 17, 2011
Wow
It just took FIVE hours to do m'eye Spanish homework. F.I.V.E. hours. Haven't even gotten to the plain studying part, yet. Feel like crap, hour 13. Not since being awake, decided to go BACK to bed, which was stupid and took a long time to sleep, anyway. Wouldn't have had to miss class to study if eye'd done this right. It will take at least an hour to get home, and who knows when eye'll get to sleep. Oh well, lovely punishment for being lazy over the weekend.
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I do exactly the same thing. Why do today what you can put off til tomorrow? ;)
ReplyDeleteJust makes for a shit-ton of work, once it's all said and done, though. I'm actually playing catch-up right now, myself...
Managed to study enough that the test was easy, which is either a really good, or really bad sign!
ReplyDeleteWe'll go with "good sign." ;)
ReplyDeleteI used to love Spanish
Find self questioning a couple of possible mistakes eye may have made. Did they happen or not? Eye'll see on Tuesday. This stupid thing won't let me comment on your blog for some reason. :( How bad did you relapse
ReplyDeleteI changed the comment settings to "anonymous," so maybe that will fix it.
ReplyDeleteI basically relapsed for the better part of a week (slamming oxy)--ironically, my worry about the whole cancer scare thing was what triggered it--and once I got more tests done, it looks like it was nothing more than a big scare, for the time being. ;p I think I was just looking for an excuse, though. This demon that we share...? He's a hard one to get away from. *sigh* It is what it is, though...
The only pills eye've ever injected are dilaudid. Eye'm glad it was only a big scare. Stress, trauma, too depressed, too excited, celebration, mourning, getting extra money, holidays, family, reunions, seeing needles or seeing someone inject on the tv - all great excuses! it's WAY too easy to come up with a "reason."
ReplyDeleteYeah--generally I'm the same way--I don't really need a reason or excuse, but it helps me rationalize it away. :)
ReplyDeleteOxy is much like heroin, injected. Slightly different feel (heroin is created specifically FOR the high, whereas they try to limit that with Oxy--but with something so strong, they can't really limit it when someone slams). They came out with a new type of pill which is supposed to be "abuse-proof," but there are ways around that, of course. Pills are actually not considered to be very safe for injecting (because of the fillers), so filtering is very important. I started filtering everything when I was a really into it, just because you never know what some disreputable dealer might cut their shit with. Better safe than sorry!
Heard about that "abuse-proof" thing, but when there is a will, there's a way. Lack of filtering can be horrible, so can lack of cooking apparently, @ least with tar. Neighborhood hooker who used to come over to beg for cottons died, from MRSA, from not cooking her dope.
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